Morning people. It's 1.02am and it's still early for me to tuck into bed. So i guess it's time for me to update this blog of mine before it turns rusty likes adleyn nur amelina's blog. Boohoo.

Have been finding work via internet. Sending the same resume again and again to different company but still to no call. Have this feeling of giving up but then again, i don't see the different. Either i get a job or continue studies which is a NO NO to me since my mind is all rusty. Lagi-lagi maths. Adoii mak boleh nanges. So yeah will be sending resume to different stupid company which is so racist. All wants chinese. I only can say CHIBYE in chinese. That's can help or not ah? I shall not give up and try again and again till i land myself into a decent 9-5PM jobs.

Miss lady red is here anhd worst till yesterday was the first day and hell yeah it gave me those cramps. I mean those major cramps. Worst still i have to accompany mama to her old friend's wedding. I mean her daughter married. I was totally wasn't in a good mood when the cramp decided to get worst as soon as i arrived at the wedding reception. I wanted to whine and cry but need to control it since it's someone's wedding and i don't wanna spoil mum's mood. Mum was good a playing guessing games with me when i was controling the pain. She knows that her daughter was in great pain when i lost the appetite to eat. I ate alil bit of rice. When there is like lot of foods to be eaten. All got wasted up by my period. Thank you period. I was throwing up the food that i consume when at home.

Reach home i call dearest up immediately and whine cry like a baby. I wasn't embarrassed at all. Complain of the cramp to dearest and cry macam orang mati gituk. While dearest tried to cool me down, i whine even louder. See how dramatic i can be when i'm suffering from cramps. Even worst when mum got back from shop, i told mum to call the ambulance cos i can't stand pain anymore. Mum call dearest up and told dearest that i ask her to call the ambulance and the both of them laugh. See how wicked can mum and dearest be when i was in pain. Mum even told dad barney abg kas and abg sham. And the same reaction they gave was laugh. Funny izzit? Wait till you feel the pain then padan your muke. Abg even told me that no wonder allybaby is so dramatic. Follow her auntie bucuk. How bad can that be ah? I only be dramatic when comes to period alright. Nabeyyy teng teng.

Enough saying about period, Now my mind is blank already lah. Zero. Oh yeah i might be canceling my private course for driving to school mode driving. Since i know it will be v.hard for me to learn private since saye takd experience bawa kereta. Kereta mainan saye tao lah bawa. Boohoo. Physco dad to pay for it since he's gonna get his $$$$$$$$$$ from cpf soon. Woohoo for me lah since i know dad will gave some of it to me. If not i run away ahh. Can ah daddy. Love you. Part give jer love you daddy. Part laen tak. Bahh~

I will end this post now. If not i might be bragging again and again and again. Thanks for reading up till here.

I MISS YOU DEAREST ALTHOUGH BARU JUMPE KAU ON SUNDAY. STILL NOT ENOUGH OKAE. I wonder how is it when kite get married. Aku rase tak jemu aku tengok muke kau hari-hari. Asalkan kau boleh layan merepek aku dah okae lah tu kan b?

OMG! Why am i even thinking about marriage when i have yet to get a job and save money. Miang mode. :)