Somehow all this make sense. Nur Allysia is sucha lazybummer when come to house-core. She will whine whenever her mother ask her to do this and that. She loves to talk back to her mum when her mum say something which she don't like to hear. Whenever her mum ask her to do something, she will come up with 101 reasons not to do it. She is farking lazy and only know how to order.
What she wants, her mum will try her v.best to give. But she is sucha a stupid bitch not to treasure her. She loves to make her mum to be angry towards her. Well said, she loves to do things to hurt her love ones without noticing it.
AND THAT IS FUCKING ANNOYING AND BAD BITCH.
I just notice something about me. I sucha lazy bitch and i really need to kick that habit out of my life. When my mother told me that, i didn't realise it. But when my love one told me that, it really make sense into my head. Although i step yaya never listen but then again all those nagging that i receive free of charge from you does make sense.Tembus straight into my kepale otak that makes of batu dan besi.
Serious shit i really need to change this habit of mine before it get out of hand. I am not that lazy bitch when i am at my old crib. Right when i step into this new house, i get all lazy and push all house-core aside. & that's is not good. I want to change to be a better person for myself and mum. I don't wanne hurt her over and over again. She's the best mother i had and yet i did shits towards her. I appreciate her but i took her for granted too.
Sorry mum. I love you and i will prove it to you that i can change and kick that habit aside. Like people say "ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS". I will change. Not something from my mouth but i will prove it to you and him and everyone else.
I don't know how to say this to you but after putting this up here, i felt relieve.
To you. Thanks for that piece of free nagging you gave me. It really make sense now. Hopefully i can change that. I don't have that confident in me but i will try. For her and for you. I love you asshole.
PERIOD!!
* I brokedown halfway while updating this. I don't feel like putting it up and just let it be in my heart. But somehow i feel it's better for me to put this up. I don't need ya'all to pity me. It's just something that had been bothering me since this morning. At last i gotta courage to post it. *
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HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BROTHER. May all your wishes come true. :)
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people are not perfect.
& so am i.
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