Ignore that face of mine. Damn i really miss tanning alot ya know. Eventhough i say i shall not went for any tanning session starting from idk when but still i miss my tanned tone. I really don't like my skin tone right now. Maciam makin fair gituk. Makin hari semakin fair. Nanti jad macam snow white. Me don't like it. I want my tanned skin back.

I remember how much of a freak i am. Goin tanning every 2 mths. But now i am just plain lazy to get my ass off to sentosa for some tanning session. Even worst i miss my babygirls badly. I miss those tanning session we had. Those aku nak masok kat shade sebab takot gelap but end up tiga tiga ekor tanned sampai kulit aku jad macam babi bbq. I miss those boggey woggey squeezing tetekbutt session with them. I miss diyana for putting them tanning oil on me and raba2 me. Sound so wrong lah but me love it whenever she did that. V.loving ya know she put. Sound macam lesbian but she's my lesbian. I miss drinking session with them. I miss lecturing casha. Sekarang smue senyap ajer. Dah tak rindu aku lag eh? Takper aku merajok.

Lil cousin dhee ask me out tmr for tanning but sorry baby i can't make it. Have to accompany mother to shengsiongsgalauntukkamu. Wanne get them items for kitchen. One fine day kite keluar okae.

For now i have to wait patiencely for someone to went on a date to sentosa with me. Since he wanne accompany me. But still i cannot wait lei. I die die wanne go tanning this wk. Someone please volunteer yourself can? Please. Diyana. Casha. Adleyn. Anyone? Can.