WARNING: A LONG POST WITH PICTURES AND SOMETHING THAT I LAY OUT OFF MY MIND. READ AND TAG. IF NOT I WILL PRIVATE MY BLOG. FOR REAL!!

Let me just update about the outing which i had with the love of my life. Not with Loverboy. But with dearest Blossoms.

Date: 11 September 2009.
Venue: Bugis Pastamania cums Sheesha/Camwhore @ HajiLane.



So on this very day, i went out with dearest Mily along with Lola Hanis and Fiie Poteeq. Trained all the way to bugis to breakfast as i am the only one fasting. The other three gone case. Dunno why. I only know Hanis cannot fast due to some reason. So yeah they very sweet lah consider*vomit*. Too much for their sweet lah. They can be my WORST nightmare. Read: WORST!! when comes to fasting. They keep on saying 'Hungry hungry'. So cheebyee lah. But i can control okae all their craps. Iman kuat babe. Bahh~

So we had our breakfast over at Pastamania since satu satu ade craving sendiri. Mily and me with our creamy chicken while lola and fiie had something something. I forget. So while waiting for the food to come we camwhore sikit ajer. Satu satu perut maen peranan penting saat saat nak buka.




So lil of the pics, our food comes. Satu satu hantu nampak makanan macam ape. Lagi lagi aku yg tengah puase. Ahh mati. While waiting for mum to call and say 'Oii boleh makan', we camwhore again. But this time with our own food.






So once done, we indulge on our food. Sumpah sedap nak mampos. I was totally famished. Tot can finish it BUT cannot lei. How come. Because i was too full. Mati ah. Afterwhich we make our way to HajiLane as we wanted to sheesha. Fiie had to make a move first since she's meeting her fren at gombak. So bid goodbye and off we walked to HajiLane. & best part was mily all the way kena bullied by her TWO pembully. Pity her lah but what to do. She was the best to be bullied.

Once reach we ordered drinks and stuff and start sheesha our night away while waiting for kai's sister to joined us with her friends. We talked about everything lah. Mulot satu satu tak bole diam. Talked craps gossip and we even gave each other teka teki lah. Funny hell. & We even kutuk those beside us. The group which laugh macam they owned itu tmpt. Lucky we baek lor.















Done with sheesha and stuff, we camwhore at some lorongs before we make our way home. Sungguh best i swear. Nak lagi please boleh? Time raya ayer. Tiaaa planned lah okae. Sayang tiaa. Bah~ Im gonna be dead if she read this part. Hehs.











Totally a FUN NIGHT TO remember with them.

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Sidetrack.

[Sorry i had to touch about this but i just wanne lay out what is on my mind. Do tag me if u think whatever im saying it correct or wrong lah. Your say. Don't be shy.]

Sometimes i just don't understand THEM. The GUYS & the GIRLS. Lets touch on the guys LAHH.

Sometimes i wonder why guys are hard to understand. Or to be realise. They had something that called EGO. Sucha huge EGO. They just don't understand us ladies don't they? They do whatever they like without even thinking about their girlfriend feelings. Like hurting us lots of time. Making us look stupid on ourself. Den at the end of the day, they will say 'SORRY' and just forget about it. Like come on lah, we ladies had feelings too and we need you guys to at least look after our Fragile HEART. I don't say all guys but CERTAIN of them is like whatever eh.

When we are still not with them[friends] they say all those *insert your own words*. Being the sweetest thing eva. Yalah belum dapat jadi mataer ape. Once da dapat jadi mataer, all terkeluar. Those hurtful things and words comes out.[WALAU MACAM MANE KITE PEREMPUAN MARAH, ADE KE KITE CAKAP BENDA YG BOLE BETUL BETUL SAKETKAN HATI DORANG] And we ladies had to bare with it. Didn't even burst out anything from our mouth. Trying our very best to be the WATER while them guys be the FIRE. We did every single way to make them cool down. Admit it was our mistakes ALTHOUGH it is not OUR FAULT at all. They just don't realise their mistakes don't they? Dah maki hamun semua then nnt malam or in 1 hr time, they called and txt us all the apology message.

One thing about guys which i really don't understand was when we make mistakes, they see. BUT when they make mistakes, they never realise it. We ladies are the WRONGS. While them guys are all the RIGHTS. Like how the fling with ladies behind our backs and stuff without us knowing it. But when we ladies got to know the truth and ask them, they will deny it and says we are FULL OF CRAPS. But when they caught us ladies doing it back, they will totally put the BLAME on us and says we ladies are all the SAME and some stupid words will eventually come out from their mouth. How great can guys be ah? Being pretenders all the way. Their games are like so overdued lah.

When we ladies started having less convo with them, then they will bother to ask 'Why are you so diff now? Tell me what's wrong?'. Why bother asking us all that when all this while you guys had been doing all those wrongs and we ladies had to bare with all that. Keeping quiet cos we ladies just wanted to look after the guys heart. They just won't realise it till the love of their life back off from their life and that is when they will realise all this while we had been there for them. Going thru everyshit of theirs and bare with all those hurtful words from them. It is good when they realise it early but when they realise it later on, im afraid it will be just too late.

As for the ladies. We are trying to bare everything. Being patience with them craps and stuff. As we love our boyf dearly and will do anything for them. Eventhough there is one part that there will be the diffcult obstacles in life. Yeah relationship is like a rollarcoaster. There is always their ups and downs. We just have to be strong facing it. I know we ladies are strong but are guys that strong too?

Another part i wanna touch before i end this post. Why is there so much SLUTS AND JERKS around in the world. Those I-WILL-BREAK-THEM-UP-CLANS because i falls in LOVE with him/her!! I just wanna ask these people one thing. "What is your feelings when u did all this? & How are you gonna feels when your love of the life was snatch away by people like you? Don't you feel the pain too". Mayb they will feel the pain. BUT TWICE than us lah ofcos. Later then they realise "Ohhh this is what i feel when i tried snatching other people's boyf/girlf". How do you feel. Conferm SYIOK right the feelings. It is not wrong to say your feelings to them attached but when u know u are having feelings for someone that had a Girlf/Boyf, den back off lah. Try throwing ur feelings far away. Why bother to snatch people's Girlf/Boyf?? They is lots more guys/girls out there. Why so desperate to falls for someone Girlf/Boyf?? Bodow kan name nye tuu. Nampak sangat kau nak tunjukkan yg kau ne perempuan/jantan tak laku kan sampai nak kebas mater orang laen. Silap haribulan LAKI orang pon kau kebas. Sial abes dohh perangai. Lagi teruk dari perempuan sundal pat LORONG.

Im just stating what is on my mind lah. It's my blog. So i can bitch about anything lah. I am not refering to anyone. JUST A SOMETHING FROM MY MIND YA SEE. Mane lah tawo lepas ne those I-WILL-BREAK-THEM-UP-CLANS will sedar from their mimpi and find someone else.

Don't worry this post is not for Loverboy either. We are not even fighting. We are still goin strong macam cinta fitri gituk loh. Although there is lots of ANIMALS who wants to see us falls apart. But fret not, we will be strong enough to face obstacles now and ahead of us. Insya-allah. Amin.

Anywoots. i miss him so much. like so much. Its been two long wks i didn't meet him. Boleh pah korang smue tahan gini lame? Tak boleh kan. Limit2 korang carik laen ajer. Sial! But im not. I will wait for MD NUR HILLARY BIN MD ZAINI books out next wk. & i will kiss and hug him all i want. Kangennn banget. Present i takmu lupe okae b? Sayang you.