I have change my blogskin and i really hope this skin will last lah. It is sucha troublesome to find new skin you know. All blogskins now no nice nice nice one. That makes the problem.

So yeah breakfast with mum and barney at home. Just the three of us. We laugh like nobody business till when i pop out abt pisang and kemek. And i was shocked to know that both of them are now somewhere in RTC. Ahh baek ahh korang due masok dalam. Siape nak kacau kacau aku sekarang nee ahh.

Let me just talked about pisang and kemek. Selalu berbual pasal Loverboy kann. Sekarang tukar topic sikit lahhh.Nnt korang smue cakap asyik2 pasal Loverboy, korang jelak kan. Tap aku TAK JELAK PON cakap pasal Loverboy. Bahh~

Besides my family and Loverboy, this two guys had been there for me. Mayb not for kemek, but for pisang it is. He was there when i was at my lowest point in life. When i was having a hard time moving on before, he was there to cheer me up and makes me forget about my problem. He was totally there for me. And not forgetting wan gun. He too was there to witness my breakdown. I still remember when i had my 2nd most hurtful breakdown and i cried on this two guys. They came all the way from gun house to be here for me. Makes me happy and tried as very hard to put a smile on my face. But when they fail to see that smile on me, they decide to let me cry all i want on them. They were the best lah in the past before i meet Loverboy.

But when something suddenly happen between them, we all went to our seperate ways. Pisang with his life. So does gun and myself. But still once a while either one of them come to pay me and mum a visit. The last time i saw PISANG was like few mths agoo. When we all went out together. After i send Loverboy back to camp and meet them over at vivo. And went home pretty late. That was the last time i saw him lahh. But that was all in the past. I know that is all in the past and it's not really good to think about it.

BUT WHAT IF YOU ARE REALLY CLOSE WITH YOUR FRIEND WHICH YOU HAVE TREATED LIKE YOUR OWN SIBLINGS, will u feel the lost when they are inside? Don't lie cos i know you will feel the pain.

I know mum is feeling the pain but she is good at hiding but not me. Sometimes i broke down because of this. Yeah i broke down when i miss Loverboy and i do broke down when i miss pisang. He's like a part of this family. He is like a brother to me. Not more but a brother to a sister. Thats it. Will be waiting for pisang and kemek returns. Don't worry about me. I will be a good sister and be well behave. Insya-allah. With Loverboy around i will definetely be a good girl. Betul tak bohong.

Speaking of Loverboy, he will be away for two days. Ahhh boring already lah like that. But sekejap only. Hmm. Shall stop noww. I think i type to much already lahhh. Toodlesss