I am still considering if i should open a private blog with a new email add or just private this blog and invite those on my links only but im still in the state of CONFUSED. Whatever i blog now is only part of my life and not full. And i dun wish to state everything in this blog as it's to personal. NOTE: EVEN MY LOVE ONES DOESN'T KNOW ABT IT. Not even Loverboy nor Mum. I dun wish to burden them with whatever im thinking right now. They had their life and i had mine. I may be smiling here and there showing that happy go lucky face to all my love ones but deep down, no one knows betta than god and my elmo cos i will always say everything that is on my mind on that not living elmo. Hell yeah call me crazy or whatever you may want to call me but i dun give a farking two hoots abt it.

I think it's time for me to open a new blog and PRIVATISE it. But i will only invite those that are really REALLY really close to me to read. Or mayb i dun invite until the right time when they can read. Nyehh.

On the another note. i will be meeting dearest suci gorilla and mily oink tmr again. \

& i miss him. Really do.