I think today post will be for Loverboy. Something really bad happen yesterday which i won't elaborate it here. It's too personal. And after that thing happen, i just realize something. That you mean alot to me.

Im sorry cos I know i have not been a GOOD girlf towards you all this while. Showing tantrums here and there. Merajok without valid reason or when you text me late. Till sometimes i think i did step on your head. I know i have done alot of things which makes you pissed off. But you are trying to control it and hide it all from me because you know i will just cry when u say all that to me.



Im sorry for making you like totally pissed off. I know i shudn't have mention his name to you. But i was just joking. Im sorry if it hurts you. I know that im ego. I know that im one stuborn bbygirl. Im sorry for hurting you all this while without me notice-ing it. I am truly sorry. It wasn't my intention at all. Truly am sorry.

Like all couples, we do have our ups and downs. We do fight. But in the end we settle it in a nice way and made up. But i admit sometimes things do get out of control til one takes drastic decision. I know guys intend to take drastic decision when they are mad. Like totally mad. And i think i have made Loverboy like really really mad and pissed off til he took that drastic decision. But alhamdulilah. Everything went back to normal. We manage to talks things out and say what we wanne say.



Dear Loverboy,

Like i have mention previously, i am sorry for hurting you. Not being able to be a good girlf all this while. Thank you baby for been really patience with me which is so not you in the past before. Tolerate my crapness here and there. I am one lucky girl to have you in my life. You did change. I could see that. It is just me. I am trying to change my ways. You know that don't cha. I've told you before didn't i. I promise i won't do it again. Seriously i am grateful enough to have you with me. I thanked HIM for bringin you in my life.

Although you are not by my side 24/7, i know you are somewhere near me. To be correct, in my heart. I am truly sorry for what happen. I love you so much baby.

Pardon me for this update. It's not always i update my post for Loverboy. He means so much to me. I don't wish to lost another person whom i love. Seriously. May this relationship be blessed and hope it will last. Amin.