It is just too sudden.
Everything happen way to fast den i expected.
But alhamdulilah everything went back to normal.
I just hope u won't repeat what u said.
The truth is i am really hurt. Up til now the feeling is still there.

I know you still cared about me. You still love me. You misses me.
I know that.
But your ego are just way haywire. Don't ever say something like that.

Because thruout this 3 and half mths never did i once complain about u spending less time with me. I never did. I was trying hard to understand.
On the first day i accept you in my life, i know that i will need to face all the obstacle that is coming ahead of me. I was well prepared for it. And i headed my own cousin and frens advice whom boyfriend are serving NS right now. So please tak perlu u ragu-ragu that i will complain about it. I just hope you understand.

The truth is i really love you. I just want the you who i know 4 mths back. Right before u serve NS. You explain to me something about me which u dun really like and im trying my best to change.

Don't worry readers. I am still okae. I mean all thanks to gun for helping me. Appreciate it alot. I know u were so pissed off by it. But well u did help me. Alhamdulilah problem between me and Loverboy are over now and everything went back normal.

Thks to my frens who have been lending their ears for me to talk and whine especially suci gun fit and kong. Aku appreciate it lots.