Was on the phone with Loverboy when i realised that i am missing this boy badly.. Although its been a few hours we parted apart but still i miss him.. Told him that i miss him and he felt the same way too and simply cant wait for saturday to come.. And i cried even before hanging up the phone.. I know i am a crybaby but hellya i miss him.. Hellya its dramatic.. Tried being in my situation and u will know how it feels like..

When your bf is serving the NS, its a different story in life.. And i know i am strong enough to go thru all this cos i know this is just the beginning of the obstacle in this relationship.. There is more to come in the future.. And i need to be more patience in whatever obstacle that im gonna face soonest enough and not just whineee.. Cos whining isnt gonna make anything betta.. Insya-allah i will be able to go thru it.. Amin..

Was looking thru some website when this quote attract my attention..

"Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last or the amount of time since you last talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something and you wish that they were right there with you"

How i wish Loverboy is right here with me.. I know i cant.. But still i will wait patiently for saturday to come and surely enough i will hug him like nobody business or even worst CRY on him cos that is what i usually doo when i miss him..