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idah: ape hal mengamuk2 ni?
Me: Nahh.. Aku bingit jer dengan orang-orang sekeliling aku.. Macam mintak kena punch right straight in the face yaw knoww..

Farisha: hey cuz, u okeh?do tell me kae if u ader prob, im willing to help u. dun sad2 kae. & never let ppl buli u, no matter who they are. fight for ur right.but at the same time, dun hold any grudge on ppl. life's no worth it like tat. do forget & forgive easily. coz if u do tat u urself ar gonna be happy.ppl wud love to see u sad & drop, but u shud be strong & try to stand up on ur own kae. i'm 8 digits away if u need me. love u syg! & ouh, im not lookin 4ward this thrs nite until sun seh. coz kan, yat kne go m'sia sunday baru balek bingit sak. coz sdare dier kwin sane. geram ah! 4 days of not seein him & got nothin to do?! mati uh.
Me: Jyeah sis.. I am okay for now i guess.. I aint feeling myself early in the wee morning.. Alot when thru my mind.. About some friends i had.. I know i shudn't be whining here and there but sometimes i need to tell this type of people how i am feeling towards them.. I ain't gonna drop cos i know these type of people not worth my time.. They are just wasting my precious lil moment of time.. Insya-allah i will be able to face all these obstacle.. Like you say.. Dont give up easily.. Btw.. About yat.. Eeeyeer kesian nye kakak sedare aku ne.. Mati ah tak jumpe yat for 4 days straight.. Macam mane siowww.. Make some plans lah kak oiii.. Dat time kacau aku kann.. Cakap kau dpt jumpe Soulja boy kau.. Sekarang aku nye turn pulak lah kann nak kacau kau.. Wooohoooo.. Aku dapat jumpe Loverboy aku sioww this sat.. Pasalkan this sat our 2mth-sary.. Macam cepat gituk mase berlalu.. Cheyyy.. Neway thks for being there for me.. U have helped me alot sis.. Really alot.. I totally appreciate it okae.. Ilysm.. Meet up soon*hugs*

I decided to change my blogskin and idk why.. Mayb im just plain bored.. I also dunnoo.. But all i know was im missing Loverboy like hell.. Haiyaaa.. So lambat lei timee.. Cepat can or nott..

This post dedicate to someone whom i cared about..[its a GIRL btw]

To who may concern.. I am totally pissed off by your attitude.. Like truly.. I have been keeping this all myself.. Without even anyone knows.. But i guess i gotta let it all out here cos there is no point for me to tell u thru the phone cos i know u aint gonna be bothered anywootss.. Mayb what some people say to me is true.. I have been too nice to you..Like whatever you do, i just keep quiet and just keep looking.. Mayb you wont realise how much people surrounds you cared for you..How much people surrounds you want you to change for bettaa.. But den mayb you didn't realise it.. I told you to stop pester people about you know what but you simply can't be bothered.. And the most part that i hate was when i told you about how people might label you as one.. And what was your replied.. You know it well alright..

Now tell me.. What is the use of you having friends like me and her around.. You jollywell know how much we loved and cared for you.. How much we want you to change and how much we worried about you being the old biatch around.. Stop acting like one for once.. Head people advices and don't think about yourself.. This world ain't yours aloneee.. We gave you advices because we cared about you.. Not because we wanne control you and stuff.. You are god damn 18 and you shud know what's right and wrong by now.. And stop asking us to get him back into your life.. He is your past dear.. Leave him alone.. Die dah tinggalkan kau bulat-bulat.. And for what you wanne pester him.. Between you and him are OVER.. A big O-V-E-R babe.. There is a reason behind all this.. You gotta face the fact and try to learn to accept the fact about it.. Not dwell over it over and over againn.. Trust me it ain't going noway.. For what you think about him now, when he is somewhere outside enjoying himself..

Yeah its hard to forget someone whom you truly love but somehow u gotta learn to face it and u gotta let it goo slowly.. Trust me you can do it if you are willing to do it sincerely.. There is more guys that are much more betta than him.. Who might knows the person for you are somewhere around.. Be patient my dear.. Somehow somewhere somedays you will be the one who truly loves you..

I am sorry if this post have hurt you in anyway.. I don't mean anything.. I just want you to realise how much me and her cared about you.. But if up till now, you still don't get it den by all means forget about it.. Cos i ain't gonna be bothered to advice you nomore.. You are old enough to think.. And i can't be thinking about you the whole time.. Yeah friends do come and go.. But not me and her.. We are always here for you.. But one thing for sure that you need to know.. I have totally give up on you.. Ade mate aku tengok ade telinge aku dengar.. Don't worry.. I will still entertain u.. But for me to give you advice.. False hope.. I won't.. This is me.. I won't be bothered if that person simply can't be bothered either..