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Someone who haf fuckin long lost frm my life come back. At first i tot it was who. But after readin thru the message again then i realise who that person is..
That person send me this: Kociq.. Uat ape..? Kalau kau tk knal aku, aku tk tao ape nak ckp.. Aku sorg jer panggil kaukociq.. Kalu tk knal jgk.. Let me gv eu a hint.. Shit eu..!
So yeah i read this msg again and i noe it was who lah eh.. The person who leave me just like that when i need him the most.. Leave me just because of a lady.. Without any msg or wad.. He just disappear like that.. Everyone was fumin mad at him. Including his close fren.. Like hello.. Kau tinggal kan kite smue gare-gare satu ppn yg attitude bastard.. Like ccb!! Skrg kau dtg balek msg aku.. Like wth.. I tot u haf forgot all abt me.. Dumpin me and the rest away when u are happy with that BITCH.. Dun tell me u haf broke off with that BITCH.. That is y u msg me.. WHAT THE HELL..
I called up Malek as soon as i get his msg.. So they were like pestering me to ask him to come over lah kann.. I so know what they wanne doo.. Relek eh korang.. Nak bbl.. Tk suke krg bbl pat luar kae.. Mama ader.. So korang takmo mcm2..
I guess after what had happen in my life after u left.. I still cant accept u in my life now.. Only time will tell if i can accept u like how i use to be.. I cant be that stupid either.. U told me once that u will never leave me and mama alone like how kartun use to doo.. So now whaever shit that u haf said before are just plain lie.. U dumb us and the rest because of some bitch.. Come onn lahh.. Even the rest haf someone special in their life.. But den they never had that intention to dumb their love ones just because of a BITCH.. Bler aku ader mataer, aku tak pena buang kau.. Aku sanggup balek siang bler aku tao kau nak dtg.. And this is what i get in return.. A piece of SHIT frm you.. Damn! Seriously dude.. I will think twice thrice before accepting u back in my life as before..
U are not there for me when i really needs someone.. Malek and the rest was there.. They are the one who puts a smile on my face whenever im feeling down.. Makin me laugh my ass off with their antique jokess.. Seriously i haf not been myself eversince u left.. They are the one bringin me out tryin to cheer me up every now and thenn..
I guess even if i were to accept u bck into my life, i will be extra careful with u.. I dun wanne get hurt for the 2nd time by u.. Once is enuff to make me suffer.. I wont be depending on u anymore.. For now just let me consider in accepting u back as my god brother or not.. Losin u in the past means something to me back then.. But not nemore.. It doesnt mean anything to me NOWW.. U are just the same with kartun barney and ect.. Just leave me.. I dont need u.. Cos now i noe i still haf those who really appreciate me.. Like Malek and the rest.. I noe they will always be there for me.. So does my BITCHES.. I guess i shudn't be good to anyone anymore.. Care for anyone accept my lovely ones cos everyone who im good with, care for will eventually take advantage of my kindness.. Jyeah everyone had their own limits to everything.. I will be nice to people as long as they are nice to me but dun ever make me hate u.. Cos once u make me hate u, forever i will ignore u.. Done that with my OWN blood brother..(the first one ofcos) So dun make me make the same towards you.. I SWEAR IT WILL NOT BE THAT NICE AFTERALL.. 
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